DAY 27: do you have submissive desires or fantasies that you have yet to be able to explore? do some of your desires confuse or frighten you? do they excite you? what are they?
absolutely. yes and yes and yes.
i crave to be used like the slut i am which means being randomly shared, forced into humiliating situations, shown off, totally controlled, bound and 100% of service always. the extremes of my desires do sometimes confuse and frighten me. like who would want this? but there it is — i do. i crave it. i need to be given zero choice, to be fucked and used and shared, to be reduced to the slut i am. the thought of all this thrills me in ways i can’t even begin to describe.