DAY 29 – 30 days of submission

DAY 29:  is pain or humiliation (spankings for example) a part of your submission? what is your relationship to it? do you embrace it as a part of your submission, tolerate it as necessary or have some other type of relationship with it?


not currently although i’m hoping spanking (among other things) will be incorporated soon. i’m open to being disciplined in this way. i believe i would embrace it, not merely tolerate it, as part of my submission.

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DAY 28 – 30 days of submission

DAY 28: has your submission ever let you down? have you ever been criticized for your submission? have you ever regretted being or feeling submissive in a moment or in a relationship? have you ever looked back and realized you made a mistake and how did you handle your submission going forward from that?


it’s let me down in the respect that i’m not living the lifestyle (yet) where i am as submissive as i want to be. i’ve never been criticized for my submission but my current partner doesn’t fully understand the extent of it despite me trying to explain. it’s been a slow process but i’m continuing to work on it. i’ve never regretting being or feeling submissive – it’s so much a part of me. i’ve always been with very loving partners who adore me and who i trust completely. i’ve been more submissive in past relationships – especially my first bf – and i absolutely loved it. no regrets or mistakes. it’s all lessons and moving forward.

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DAY 27 – 30 days of submission

DAY 27: do you have submissive desires or fantasies that you have yet to be able to explore? do some of your desires confuse or frighten you? do they excite you? what are they?


absolutely. yes and yes and yes.
i crave to be used like the slut i am which means being randomly shared, forced into humiliating situations, shown off, totally controlled, bound and 100% of service always. the extremes of my desires do sometimes confuse and frighten me. like who would want this? but there it is — i do. i crave it. i need to be given zero choice, to be fucked and used and shared, to be reduced to the slut i am. the thought of all this thrills me in ways i can’t even begin to describe.

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